the never ending works

I really can’t believe myself. Everyday I have to deal with those reports. Just now I’ve mend one. I printed it out yesterday and very satisfied with my whole reports. This morning, the lecturer said this cannot that cannot, must add more, this and that, bla bla bla. I have to do it once again, re-do some parts and print it out. That really takes me a lot of time.

And now, I am dealing with her tutorial works. Every night I have to stay up here until 2 to 3am to do these “unfinishable” and never ending works. Sometimes, even late til my parents will just turn in and ask me to go to bed. How can I leave all these behind and go to bed?! However, I really can’t finish them. The worst is that, I don’t even have time to read my books, lecture notes and stuff. Exam is around the corner. I feel like dying. And I am really wanted to die.

I can’t bear to fail any of the subjects in the exam. That will really gonna kill me if that really happen. my future will gone. I need more time, please gimme extra 24 hours, no, 48 hours, no… I need a lot more to complete those reports, works, notes, and lecture notes. Honestly, I haven’t started to read any of the lecture notes. A month passed since the start of this course. I really feel like dying. I need to stop the time. Can I?

move on!

Finally, I got the chance to post my piece here. Life is tough. However, I still have to go on. I’ve started my new course since the beginning of July. A month passed. Awwww…. I have expected that it won’t be as easy as the one before. Everyday, you have to do tons of reading. Revising what the lecturers have taught on that day. However, I still haven’t done any reading or revision since the starting of the course. I am accumulating them! Oh no, can I manage to finish up those?

I’ve finish a lab report. I am not complaining but having 3 reports to finish up in a week is too much. I hate accumulating works and now I don’t think I can finish them up. I must listen to khee’s advices that to study everyday and cut down the entertainment sources which is tv. Sigh… must work very hard from now on. Tomorrow has class on 8 and labs on 2pm. Labs again… lots of works to do but this is the pathway I chose. I have to keep going and work hard. These apply same to u guys. Times keep going and we have to keep moving … to the future… to achieve your dreams or your goals

Java?! What's that?!

What a big problem I am having now. Okay, I am trying to complete a piece of java assignment for my friend as the due date for this piece of assignment is soon arrived. Coming week, if I am not mistaken. At first, I thought this would be a simple question. Oh god. I believe that when I start up the JCreator. Gosh… what a hard piece this is. Searching for all the notes and extra information from the text book and settled myself in front of the computer now. However, I still can’t solve this whole question. How am I going to write out this program?! Anyone can help me??? Sob, sob, still sobbing…



* Sorry guys, for such a long time never leave any post here.

Exhausted

It has been a long time since my last post here. Let me count, almost a month?! Well, finally, I have started my course. It’s not what I always want. However, that can be said as my second choice (I think).

Tired. I am extremely tired. Before May, I have had a very nice holiday and used them to the fullness. I even felt time is not enough for me during the holiday. Now, it’s worse. I don’t have enough time at all! This week have to finish a lab report. Well, that’s fine I think but it’s not. It turns out that there are lots to write in that report. The diagrams are driving me crazy. I have to draw and colour them. Besides that, I have to prepare for my next week’s test. 3 tests at the same week! Can you believe that? Not only the test, there are 2 lab reports to be done next week and also the draft for assignments. Oh god! Moreover, my lecturer remembers my name! Nightmaresss! Please stop calling my name.

Worst of all, my dark eye circle is getting darker and deeper. Last month, I don’t have them. I felt glad that my dark eye circle is almost varnished. Sigh… things don’t go well; I have to do household chores too. Hmmm, I don’t think that’s a burden as I am used to them. 3 tests at the same week. I don’t think I manage to read all and do well in my test. Tests carry marks. Just hope that I manage to vomit out stuff.

I want holidaysss. I wish my life can get back to normal. And hope I won’t fall asleep in the class again!


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Good luck to chingie for coming final
Good luck to tingie for coming mid term / final (I forgot which, sorry)
Good luck to khee for having exams this week
Good luck to everyone

Jia you! ~

Failed

Thanks to my clumsiness
Thanks to my brain
Thanks to my mind
Thanks to my nervous
Thanks to my last minute stomach ache
Thanks to my ear

Well, thanks to everything

And I have boomed up my paper
I really can’t believe that
Before this
I was well prepared
And
Ended up
…… died on the spot

Why is this happened?
I really hate myself
I couldn’t catch up with the listening
I didn’t have enough time for reading
I didn’t know what I have written in my writing
And
I didn’t know what I have talked during speaking
I was talking nonsense
I was writing irrelevant things
I couldn’t get the answer from the tape

Ended up
Fail

And ended up
I loitered alone in KLCC for 3 hours
before i caught a bus ride home