乐

确实自己并不伟大
但
牺牲一切
为大家作一个小小的决定
好让自己不开心
也没关系
只要看见其他人
为这个决定而开心
那
自己也会开心快乐

前面的路途
遥远
坎坷
怎么艰难都好
都要继续的走下去
也要
开心的走下去

希望大家
开心快乐。

...

unhappy
disappointed

悲しい てす

Mental blocked

I really can’t stand this and I am going crazy. Very stress and mentally exhausted right now. How can you memorize all the bacteria and microbiology terms?!

I know I am not strong and I am not tough… and now…
I am really bursting…
I just can't bear this anymore.

Best Friend

Best Friend - kiroro

もう大丈夫心配ないと　泣きそうな私の側で
いつも変わらない笑顔で　ささやいてくれた
ﾜだ　まだ　まだ　やれるよ","だっていつでも輝いてる"
時には急ぎすぎて　見失う事もあるよ","仕方ない"
ずっと見守っているからって笑顔で
いつものように抱きしめた
あなたの笑顔に　何度助けられただろう
ありがとう　ありがとう　Best Friend

こんなにたくさんの幸せ感じる時間は　瞬間で
ここにいるすべての仲間から　最高のプレゼント
まだ　まだ　まだ　やれるよ","だっていつでも　みんな側にいる"
きっと今ここで　やりとげられること","どんなことも力に変わる"
ずっと見守っているからって笑顔で
いつものように抱きしめた
みんなの笑顔に　何度助けられただろう
ありがとう　ありがとう　Best Friend

時には急ぎすぎて　見失う事もあるよ　仕方ない
ずっと見守っているからって笑顔で
いつものように抱きしめた
あなたの笑顔に　何度助けられただろう
ありがとう　ありがとう　Best Friend

ずっと　ずっと　ずっと　Best Friend

the never ending works

I really can’t believe myself. Everyday I have to deal with those reports. Just now I’ve mend one. I printed it out yesterday and very satisfied with my whole reports. This morning, the lecturer said this cannot that cannot, must add more, this and that, bla bla bla. I have to do it once again, re-do some parts and print it out. That really takes me a lot of time.

And now, I am dealing with her tutorial works. Every night I have to stay up here until 2 to 3am to do these “unfinishable” and never ending works. Sometimes, even late til my parents will just turn in and ask me to go to bed. How can I leave all these behind and go to bed?! However, I really can’t finish them. The worst is that, I don’t even have time to read my books, lecture notes and stuff. Exam is around the corner. I feel like dying. And I am really wanted to die.

I can’t bear to fail any of the subjects in the exam. That will really gonna kill me if that really happen. my future will gone. I need more time, please gimme extra 24 hours, no, 48 hours, no… I need a lot more to complete those reports, works, notes, and lecture notes. Honestly, I haven’t started to read any of the lecture notes. A month passed since the start of this course. I really feel like dying. I need to stop the time. Can I?